This is Love

Feminine Jolene

2010-10-21T03:20:00.002+08:00

Somehow I feel that my face is slowly starting to mature.

I look pretty much...feminine now?

My boyfriend is going to have his Science practical tomorrow.

HERE TO WISH HIM ALL THE BEST.

BABY, PWN THE PAPER OK! :D

I'll be counting down to the days whereby your papers are over.

It is just 20 odd days, i'll be able to survive.

I am happy.

2010-10-19T15:15:00.005+08:00

I am having the urge to blog again!

Life has been great for me.

I finally finally finally managed to get over Alvin, and on this particular date,

16th of September 2010, I've met someone new.

That special someone is named Adrian.

He is 4 years older than me but there were no barriers or whatsoever

Love triumphs all! :D

I've never felt so loved and protected in my life before.. I love him a lot.

I've always been a sensitive, demanding and not understanding girlfriend to my previous

but this time round, I want to be the best for him!

then to my friends, I hope they don't think that I've been neglecting them.

I just don't know how to manage my time well..

This happens when there are so many different cliques you know :(

But I miss spending time with The Nehs and I know things will never

turn out to be the same again because of some matters but it's okay.

I'll still be there for all of you ♥.

Sometimes, I can't help but to myself to be the most fortunate girl.

I have the greatest family, the greatest boyfriend and greatest group of friends.

Is it because I've always been showing attention and caring for them?

hehehehehe.

Happy birthday to Simin!

2010-05-02T16:07:00.004+08:00

Happy 18th birthday to Simin!

Wanyan, Simin and I went to Bugis to celebrate her birthday.
It was a mini celebration since there was only the 3 of us :)
Nevertheless, we had fun! Didn't we?
We had our dinner at Billy Bombers and
I was pretty amazed by their services there! :D
I ordered a humongous burger and I couldn't even finish it.
What a waste of food ><.

One of the reasons why we're friends.
Check out our tiny tooth!

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Then, I am really upset by one of my friend.
You disappoint me. Alot.

2010-04-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

I love you so so much.

First week of poly = so so.

It was actually better than I thought! :D

I've made amazing friends of girls from another class!

ok...............

I've got nothing else to blog other than that.

I'm trying to make it a habit to blog FrEquEntly

but....................

WHATEVER.

The start of another phase of life..

2010-04-20T21:05:00.003+08:00

Poly life has started and I must say that

every thing is working out fine for me :D

My classmates aren't really the same as my clique during

secondary school days but I've given a thought about it.

No whining, try and fit it. Peace! :D

Actually, they're really nice & friendly people! Thank God.

Oh wait wait, I think I've forgotten to mention that

I'm enrolled into Mobile and Network Services, MNS for short.

It is a pretty cool course I must say.

Next time if your internet not working, must come find me k! :D

Kekeke! However, I am still not used to the system.

Hope things will get better day by day ah! :D

MNS OEI!

sigh..

2010-04-20T00:20:00.002+08:00

I've been feeling upset lately.

Maybe not lately,probably for these few months or so..

I've been constantly thinking about you and

it is driving me nuts.

I want to rid you out of my brains but I can't seem to do it.

Things have turned out to be so awkward between us

Yet, I still love you so so much.

I wanna talk to you, I wanna understand you more.

But every thing seems so impossible now.

There is this barrier between us,

I've been trying to break it but I just can't manage to do it...

Why????

I feel so hurt.

Why am I foolishly waiting for someone that will never return?

Why must I be there to listen about you, talk about her?

Even though it kills me but yet I'd still talk to you about her.

I am crazy.

I'm not demanding for your love, not demanding you to look at me

the same way as you did before...

But I just wanna let you know how I truely feel after all these months.

I thought I got over it but it seems like I haven't :(

Life is wonderful

2010-03-24T18:17:00.004+08:00

I am thinking of you and I am wondering
if you are also thinking of me too.

Life is wonderful.
I bet I didn't mentioned that I passed my O levels!
I scored 21 points, not very fanstastic I know :(
But I am pleased with my Maths and Science grades!
I scored B3 for both! From F9 to B3 :D

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
HAPPY! :D

When I look at this post..

2010-01-09T22:29:00.005+08:00

I will remember all the things that I've done.

I have never smoked in the past 17 years.
I have dated 3 guys in the past 17 years. (the official ones)
I broke my family's heart once. (by dating a delinquent and screwing up school)
I passed Math for the first time in my secondary school life w/o cheating. (Sec 5)
I first stepped into Sentosa when I was at the age of 16.
I held my first BBQ at the age of 17.
I used to like 3 guys at once. (I was at the stage of puberty)
I hung out with delinquents and nearly got myself a police case.
I nearly retained at Secondary 3.
I fell in love with someone of the same sex once.
I fell in love with someone whom had a girlfriend once. (not knowing he has one)
I used to be a total pushover. (bullying my friends when I had 'power')
I value friendship more than anything else.
Year 2008, I passed my N levels.
Year 2009, I was happy.
Year 2010, it was the first time a guy asked for my number.
I have a weak stomach since the age of 4.
Hospitalized for weeks due to weak stomach and was on drip. (it fucking hurts)
I met the Sec 4 kiddos in Year 2009 (Xiaoting, Kevin, Jinhui, Shuyin and Gary)
Year 2009, I lost my beloved kin.
Year 2004, I lost my beloved kin.

Year 2009 - memorable

2009-12-30T15:27:00.002+08:00

よいお年をお迎えください。
:D

Year 2009 is coming to an end.
Time flies.

Let me write a brief summary of what I did during Xmas.

Swensen's with Xiaoting, Shuyin and Simin.
Countdown with Simin at my place.
Celebrated Xmas with my relatives
Celebrated Xmas with TheNehs(I'm very happy)

This is my 3rd year celebrating Xmas with TheNehs.
It was really fun and memorable.

These are the people that I will never ever forget in the years to come :)
Some people are easily forgotten as they just come, and they go
but these bunch of people aren't and that is because
they've made a huge impact in my life.

미안해,정말 미안해..

2009-12-13T00:45:00.002+08:00

I am not going to succumb to these feelings.
I am not weak but strong.
I am not going to cry but smile.
I am not going to regret but get over it.
and then I can't help but to question myself again...

How?

Why can't I cry?
I really just want to cry every thing out.
I didn't know that the feel of wanting to cry is this terrible.
:\

Leonids.

2009-11-19T01:57:00.004+08:00

Last night was awesome!
Japanese Garden was crowded.
The crowd were enthusiastic.
The shooting stars were beautiful.
I was happy.

I even managed to see the Orion and many other constellations.
One word to describe it: Beautiful.

Saying that it didn't hurt, would probably be a lie.
But once again, tell me a reason why was I hurt?
I was the one that caused all this, right?
Who am I to blame? ..
What rights do I have to say that I was hurt?

If only time stood still.
If only I wasn't that sensitive.
If only..If only..

This is Love.

2009-11-16T21:52:00.006+08:00

Trying out a new look.
But apparently the flash was too bright!

Last Friday, I went to Marina Barrage with Jinhui & co.
I can say that it was a blast even though it was raining heavily.
Looking forward to the next outing with them :D

& ah, I broke up with my boyfriend.
I guess we are better off as friends than lovers, aren't we? :)
I hope the both of us will find a better, a much more suitable partner.
Good Luck.

Will you talk to me again?

2009-11-12T00:12:00.003+08:00

Exams are finally over!

& now that it is over, will you talk to me again?

I am here :)

2009-11-07T16:01:00.003+08:00

こんにちは.
お久しぶりですね!
(correct me if I am wrong)

2 more papers and I am done with my O levels.
The papers were manageable but still, moderation scares me!

Kekeke

2009-08-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

I love taking pictures :D
And I like to make myself look like a retard!

Haters, please leave.
You will not be delighted to see what comes next :)
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I had been on MC since last week.
I was suspected of H1N1 but I guess I am alright now.
I really do think that 'my' headache is 'nocturnal'!
It seems to be only active in the night, and I have no idea why.

Don't laugh at me kay!

Ah..
Ah..
Ah..

Lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ALVIN :D

Ms Otaku is back!

2009-07-31T22:42:00.002+08:00

Very.Very Busy!
I am going to emphasize on the word, 'very'.
Having remedials almost everyday,
even the duration for tuition has been increased by twice!

and crap, I am turning into an otaku!
Feasting onto animes, videos and mangas :)

la-la-la-la.
Lemme post some pictures :D

Taken during Geography lessons! SPOT ME!

Taken during my birthday celebration!

Wang wang!

Ms toe!

and lastly!

Credits to... 狗狗制作组

2009-06-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

the biggest humiliation that I've ever suffered.
f*** you.

i'm very glad we're not friends.

2009-05-25T19:54:00.000+08:00

Today was supposed to be a special day
Oh well.. :S

Happy birthday to me!

2009-05-18T10:22:00.004+08:00

I had the best birthday celebration last night
with my most beloved friends + baby!

Thanks Wanyan, Xinyi, Iris, Weizhe
for bbq-ing the food!

Thanks Shuhui, Demas, June, Xinyi for the cake!

Thanks Lock for the whipped cream! *angry*

Thanks all for coming :D

-Super unglam photos uploaded soon-
I seriously sucks at concentration games :(

Goofffy :)

2009-05-11T12:34:00.002+08:00

This was taken while we were goofing around in class :P

8 more days to Jolene's birthday!

About ME! :D

2009-05-01T22:57:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic.
When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Life is precious

2009-04-30T21:17:00.003+08:00

Life is precious, you only live life once.

God bless everyone out there :)
and to my friends who are sick.
GET WELL SOON, You will be perfectly fine.

The weather nowadays is horrible.
Drink plenty of water, eat plenty of fruits.
and with Swine flu around,
please take care of personal hygiene.

I really am down on luck this few days.
I nearly lost my handphone!
Luckily I found it..
I was careless but damn those idiots..

2009-04-25T17:00:00.003+08:00

Life is wonderful :)

2009-04-18T00:40:00.002+08:00

Jolene is very impressed by herself.

She not only pat-ted(is there such word?) a puppy,
but also a kitten!
I think this is an achievement made!
(I know this whole thing sounds silly)

I watched 'Handsome Suit' with Wanyan and Iris.
Excellent partners to go with if you're
wanting to watch a comedy!

My revolution!!!!!

Yay, I am going to excel in studies.
Push, push, push.
Jolene, you can do better!

2009-04-15T20:29:00.002+08:00

I love school so so much!
I have many retarded friends~
I love going crazy in Art classes with Iris.
I love singing, shaking my booty.
WOOO!

2009-04-10T20:05:00.002+08:00

I have been impressed with the urgency of doing.
Knowing is not enough; we must apply.
Being willing is not enough; we must do
- Leonardo Da Vinci

Fuck you bitch.

2009-04-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

Bitch, Bitch, Bitch.

You are getting on my nerves, get it?

2009-04-05T01:37:00.002+08:00

:'(
I cried out my lungs, so that my feelings could reach to you
but then I realized that you are beyond reach.
Mad, this is what I'm feeling now.

I detest you.
I am not a sore-loser, get this in your head.
Mother-fucker.
If I didn't listen to your trash, I wouldn't land up
in such a pathetic state. Fuck!

2009-04-04T12:48:00.002+08:00

Everything is so screwed up now.

He is probably right,
I create troubles and bleh,
that serves me right.

He is also probably right.
I really am screwed up :D

My cousins and I

2009-03-29T10:47:00.004+08:00

Ramli burgers are good :)

What a bright sunny day!
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Today, I shall show you guys, pictures of my cousins and I.

Damn it. Fat butt, chubby cheeks!
This proved that the traits came from the Genes :(

I am a sunshine kid, I love to smile.

I am cute right, hehehe.
I am fair right, hehehe.
JEALOUS? :D

MUACKS~

2009-03-28T13:44:00.002+08:00

I.am.bored

Q1 Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
The forehead :D

Q2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Tired

Q3.Who was the last person who you took photo with?
Myself! Is that even counted?

Q4. Would you consider to be spoiled?
Probably... yes!

Q5. Would you ever donate blood?
I want to but I am afraid.

Q6. Have you have a good friend of an opposite sex?
BITCHY KENNETH :D

Q7. Do you want someone dead?
Uhhh, YES!

Q8. What does your last text msg say?
"Jc bush on fire!"

Q9. What are you thinking of right now?
Something :)

Q10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yes!

Q11. When did you go to sleep last night ?
1AM :D

Q12 Where did you bought your t-shirt that you are wearing now ?
It was a gift.

Q13. Is someone in your mind right now ?
Alvin Wong Jun Xiang :D

Q14. Who is the last person who texted you?
Poh Wee Siang.

Q15. People tagged to do this quiz?
1. Alvin
2. Wanyan
3. Iris
4. Kenneth
5. Xinyi
6. Simin
7. Demas
8. Natasha
9. Weizhe
10. Eric

Q16 2 is having a relationship with ?
Wuzun

Q17 Is 3 female or male ?
Female

Q18. If 7 and 10 gets together will it be a good thing ?
OF COURSE!

Q19. What is number 1 studying about?
O levels as well as piano exams!

Q20. Is number 4 single?
Single pingle :(

Q21. Say something about number 5.
She is very irritating, and she loves Aaron like crazy

Q22. What do you think about number 3 and 6 together?
Ooooo, sexy.

Q23. Describe no. 9.
Crazy!

Q24. What will you do if number 6 & 7 fight ?
Tag along!

Q25. Do you like number 8 ?
Of course I do, she brings delicious goodies to school!

2009-03-26T22:51:00.003+08:00

I guess this time round, it is me who is tired.

Sometimes I wish you people can just STFU
and LISTEN to what I want to say..
I just need someone to LISTEN attentively..

Damn, why is it so difficult to find that someone now?

可怜,不是爱.

se7en is teh sex

2009-03-22T14:19:00.008+08:00

Cause' Im on fire,
Quench my desires..

Girls, please scream for se7en!
Okay, it is really weird to see him doing this..
Hot but I am just not used to it!

I love Alvin

2009-03-21T12:40:00.002+08:00

Damn the outbreaks.

The BBQ was awesome!
I totally enjoyed myself last night,
and I hope that the rest of my classmates did too.
The game, Wacko, is seriously fun.
WE GOT TO HEAR DHEEPAN SCREAMING LIKE A BIATCH.

Packed up and went home at 2AM :D

The things that you do, scares me.
Since when did you become so over-possessive?

Dreams create happiness

2009-03-13T14:21:00.003+08:00

The one-week holidays are here!
But what a pity, I will not be able to get any rest
because there are simply too much homework to be done.
Circles are killing me..
Damn the arc length, damn the radians!

I seriously envy her.
She was born with a silver spoon in her mouth.
She doesn't need to worry about neither her studies nor her future.
She has everything planned out for her.
How I wish I was born rich..

I'm just trying to improve on my English.
Any ways to improve it?
Please do not tell me answers like, read more storybooks!

2009-03-08T00:51:00.004+08:00

What an exhausting day.

Woke up early in the morning and prepared
myself for the Church wedding :D
This was my first time attending wedding in a church!
Ah.. Romantic

All the best to Kelvin Korkor and his beloved wife :)

Oh, haters can just skip this part
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Ugly/Pretty/Fat/Thin?
:P
I don't care~

O level's rock my socks.

2009-03-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

It had been a long time since I last blogged..
Nothing much going on, I'm turning into a bore.
Geeky, Nerdy Jolene is in the house y'all!

On the side note, I'm very happy and please that
I am academically improving and also in behaviour-wise.
I have never been late for school since the start of year!
And I only missed school twice!
Jolene shall win the Most Improved student award :)
This is an event that is worth celebrating..

PS:
I LOVE YOU, ALVIN WONG :)
Though we are having our O level's this year..
I STILL LOVE YOU TRUCKLOADS, OKAY BABY?
We shall WORK HARD TOGETHER and ACHIEVE BEST RESULTS!
:D

Field trip

2009-02-18T20:19:00.006+08:00

I visited HortPark and Bollywood Veggies today!

HortPark was beautiful!
I can't seem to be able to a word to describe the beauty of it.
We even saw David Gan there!!

Roses from HortPark..
I am not able to capture the beauty of it with my
lousy 2megapixel camera :(

I think this flower looks amazing.
It seems like its sad, right?
:(

Hectic day, went 2 places in a day.
I perspired a lot! (Vitamin D!!!)
It felt good..
Dirty, stinky but good :)

My lovely cat, (rolls eyes)
Her name is called Ding-Dong bell

Okay, whateverrrrrrr.
Ciaos!

I hate school.

2009-02-16T18:31:00.004+08:00

Suddenly I realized how blessed I am to have
such wonderful friends by my side..
They had been really supportive of me in everything I do.
:)
LOVE YOU ALL TRUCKLOADS!

C'mon, tell me that I look smexy!
:) just kidding~

Every single day, the same old boring endless routine.
School > home > homework > sleep.
Nothing interesting happened to spice up my life.
Homework piling up like Mt.Everest,
Never ending tests!
I'm in the state of breaking down.

BUT FOR THE SAKE OF A BETTER FUTURE,
I MUST PERSEVERE ON.

You say nothing at all..

2009-02-07T19:10:00.001+08:00

I'm scared,
I'm worried,
I'm exhausted.
I can't voice out,
I can't speak up.
Why?

I'm becoming a nuisance..
I messed up everything..
How?

可以吗..让我和你对调
希望换成你爱我爱得快要疯掉
知道吗? 你对我多重要
只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱

BLAH~

I love my boyfriend.

2009-01-28T22:51:00.006+08:00

My boyfriend and I!
We're as sweet as sugar :)

Somehow I think, we look rather alike!

I don't know whats up with that face.
But gay-boy sighted, Alvin is wearing my bangle O.O

& this is my first time taking neoprints with a guy!
(I meant one to one)
I am so-so conservative :)

PS: Love Matters, 2-thumbs down.
THEY CUTTED away my favourite scene!

Green green..
Yellow? Blue is this?
White do you want?
You don't purplely make me angry,
or I don't call you black!

TooDDDDDDLES :)

Maths is fun, maths is loved by J.Lee

2009-01-21T21:41:00.003+08:00

Bleah, hectic schedule.
Studying, studying and more studying.

FYI, I am having a Maths tuition
which I think is absolutely good, and worth the money.
AND I'M OFFICIALLY LOVING MATHS.

ALL YOU LIL PUNY SUCKERS WHO SAID I SUCKS AT MATHS!
Bleah, Watch me shine, shine through your ass.
Its payback time.
(nah, i was just kidding!)
BUT STILL, I WILL TRY MY BEST AND PWN YOUUU

XOXO

2009-01-11T11:12:00.003+08:00

I survived through the Adam Khoo's workshop.
Kinda motivating, oh wait, not quite..
The last day, the workshop lasted for nearly 15 hours.
Time-consuming, right?

During the workshop, I thought about my friends.
Shuhui, Demas and of course, Lock.
I missed them so-so much..

I want to bully Shuhui, I want to tickle her.
I want to listen to Demas BHB comments about himself,
I want to smack Demas once more :)
As for Lock, I miss him too..
Miss him, walking around with the PSP, snapping pictures.

School is just so different without you guys :(
I MISS YOU ALL!
okay, enough.

On the side note, Sec 5ns!
Fasten all seatbelts, we're going for a bumpy ride!!!

Insensitive pricks.

2009-01-08T11:35:00.004+08:00

I am feeling rather pissed off.

Who said that if I've a boyfriend, I'd need to stick with him 24/7?
And not bother about my friends?!?!?!
Obviously, I may want him to tag along with me at times.
But, if you guys don't want it, then just tell me lah!
"Oh ya hor, Alvin go where, you also go where.."
Does it meant that, if Alvin goes to die(touchwood),
I'm just going to blindly follow?

If you guys have difficulties rejecting it,
then just kindly tell me "Hey, lets make this a girls outing"
"We're going to shop, etc etc etc"
That tough?

And even if I were to go out with YOU and my boyfriend.
I make it a point that, I talk to both and not neglect anyone..
Don't you guys think so?

Pfft, whatever.

2009, a bad start

2009-01-05T23:23:00.002+08:00

I was rather excited/anticipated to go to school.
Who knows,
I went there for an hour and got sent back home.
Reason being: Coloured hair :)
I shan't argue much, because I dare not say my hair colour is natural.
BAH!

I made a new friend(uh, sort of)!
And my new friend, its name is Dawn.
My baby's pet cat :)

Spell boring.

Brand new start, 2009

2009-01-01T19:12:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year to every single one of you.
All those who had a bad year 2008, fret not,
year 2009 will be a better and fruitful start for you.

Every year, I'll make new year resolutions,
some that I am unable to fulfill and some, yes.
This year, I'll do the same thing and I hope that I will be
able to accomplish them so as not to let-down myself.

Here are my 3 main objectives.

Work my ass off, study hard for O level's.
Be a better daughter,sister,girlfriend and friend.
Be wise, be sensible, be considerate of others feelings.

:)

I spent my end of year 2008 with my baby.
Just the both of us, no others.
Though we didn't do anything much but just the thought
of being together every single moment brings a smile on my face.

And to my beloved baby, we've known each other for nearly 6 years!
*jumps in delight*
Isn't it awesome?
You are like my best friend, my brother, my advisor, my.. everything.
Damn, I love you so-so much :)

Never gonna be alone

2008-12-28T13:02:00.004+08:00

School is reopening in just a few days time!
Are you all prepared to welcome the new year?
Have all of you made new year resolutions yet?
I'm sure most of you haven't.

On the 25th of December, it was Christmas
as well as my 3rd month anniversary with Alvin!

This is what he got me,

Pretty isn't it?
(don't bother trying to ask me what I got him :X)

I celebrated Christmas with
Alvin, Xinyi, Kenneth, Lock, Juan, Iris as well as Xueling.
Drink, Drank and Kenneth got drunk!

I'm receiving an award in 2009,
can't wait for it :)

Jealousy, Betrayal

2008-12-27T02:21:00.008+08:00

A post, not meant for anyone else but just Alvin.

Why do I have to learn to trust?
When the people that I trust, took advantage of it, betrayed my trust.
Things that happened to me, did not happen to you.
Have you ever had a taste of it?
The feeling of being stabbed in the heart..
It hurts so badly, seeing your beloved taking advantage of you.
The feeling of it, ah.. unbearable

Whatever that happened to me..
Those past memories are like ghosts, they're haunting me.
Those scars, they never seems to heal even with time given.

I admit, I am over-reacting,
But..
Jealousy, who doesn't feel them?
Yes, I know I went overboard this time round.
But, its controlling me..

I never wanted to have doubts about you.
I never wanted to make false assumptions.
But with all these insecurity, this broken trust..

But yet, again for you,
I'm willing to do almost anything.
Your love, I thought it'd never come my way..
I've been in love, out of love with you.
Now that I am together with you,
I ought to cherish the moments together,
I ought to be strong, and let nothing come in our way..
No one else matters.
My heart's locked, and the key is with you.
My love for you has no boundaries,
I love you Alvin Wong Jun Xiang,
I love you more than any words could describe..

My lovely room

2008-12-21T16:26:00.003+08:00

No interesting content to blog about.

I packed my room yesterday with the help of my Baby.
Ah, my room looks fantastic now.
Spacious.

Apart from that, I bet some of you must be
wondering how did I score for my results!
I meant for each subject,
English - B4
Mathematics - C5
Combined Humanities - B3
Combined Science - B4
Chinese - B3
Art - A2
Honestly speaking, the results turned out unexpected.
Because it was moderated(I meant a lot)
I swore I'd have flunked my Art and Maths!
So yea, lucky me, lucky people.

I am on cloud 9

2008-12-18T20:03:00.003+08:00

I am on cloud 9, and the reason is
because I got promoted to Secondary 5!
I scored 8 points.

And today was the last day I am going to see some of my friends.
I miss all of them, I really do..

Some of them will be repeating the year/ITE.
Some of them will be going up to Secondary 5..

But wait,
Do not just give up yet!
You still have 10 months to study till the next major examination(s).
Who says just because you score 10 points, it'd be risky for you!
I must say that it will be even more risky if you do not even try!
Every thing in Singapore is about Education, Certificates.

Do not demoralize yourself.
Even I, who isn't able to study very well is going to put in best efforts.
I don't see why you people shouldn't do so too.
If you are able to promote to Sec 5,
it meant that you still have a chance, a chance of improving.
Do not waste this chance!

The Nehs..

2008-12-12T01:52:00.006+08:00

This is my 100th post :)

I miss The Nehs, alot.
My beloved maple clique..

Outing with Rachel aka Blue..

Countdown 2008..

Sentosa trip..

Lastly

All the fun times we had together lasted shortly.
But the memories will be kept deep inside our heart, right?
I love you guys!
You are the best clique!

Remember how we got together?
Just a phone call and we all assembled at Xinyi's house
and that was our first time meeting each other..
Remembering of that just brings a smile on my face.

We will always stay over @ Xinyi's house,
not sleeping only till 6a.m in the morning, till the sun is up
and only Alvin and Juan would be sleeping like a pig..

I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO CELEBRATE XMAS WITH YOU GUYS.
Bloody hell, better make yourself free on that date
or I'd CHOP YOU UP ALIVE, GET IT? :@

I love Shuneh, Xineh, Juneh, Vineh, Deneh,
Lockneh(?), Darneh and Juaneh :)

Jolene, oh jolene

2008-12-02T16:57:00.003+08:00

Just some random post.

I came across this song, Jolene(That's right, its me!)

He talks about you in his sleep
There's nothing I can do to keep
From crying when he calls your name, jolene

And I can easily understand
How you could easily take my man
But you don't know what he means to me, jolene

Lyrics to the song.

I must say that it is pretty cool,
imagine one day I turn into a super sexy slut,
there will be this poor little girl dedicating this song to me,
asking me to let go of her boy/husband.

HOW COOL!
Unfortunately, that will never happen.
I will never ever be a third wheel

-----

It is 16 more days till we get to know our results.
The anxiety is killing me, bit by bit.
What will become of me if I flunk my N levels?

roflmao

2008-12-01T14:32:00.003+08:00

That's all I'm asking for...

I love you

2008-11-27T21:01:00.001+08:00

^^, too bad!

My love, my darling

2008-11-26T21:20:00.004+08:00

This is Mr Cool Guy

On the 25th of November,
It was our second monthsary!
We went to watch Madagascar 2 at Plaza Singapura, and
I am telling you that the movie is good, real good!
Definitely a two-thumbs up :D

Reached home at 2a.m

Baby, I (L) you.

Dreadful day.

2008-11-22T15:47:00.005+08:00

Today is my cousin's wedding.

Congratulations, Alvina!

I love this kitten even though she is not very pretty.

A quiz a day, keeps the doctor away.

2008-11-17T22:53:00.003+08:00

1. The person who tagged you was?
Toh Xinyi

2. Your relationship with her?
Swan enemies.

3. Your 5 impression of her?
Crappy, Irritating, Pain in the arse, Nonsensical, Stupid

4. The most memorable thing she has done for you?
Buying the that, that, that, pink keychain

5. If she becomes your lover, you would?
I DONT WANNA FALL IN LOVE WITH A CAMEL.

6. If she becomes your lover, she needs to improve on?
TO STOP CRITICIZING ME.

7. If she becomes your enemy, you would?
crush her into small paper balls

8. If she becomes your enemy, she needs to improve on?
improve on how to irritate me further.

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason would be?
because she is real irritating.

10. The most desired thing you want for her to be?
Stupid

11. Your overall impression of her?
Irritating

12. How do you think others would think of you?
Crazy

13. The characters you love about yourself?
I am crazy

14. The characters you hate about yourself?
I have a bad temper

15. The most ideal person you wanna be?
Some one who bears no grudges O.O

16. For people that care & love you, what would you wanna say to them?
Thanks for loving me Q.Q

This is what you can do if you are feeling bored.

PS: I love the kitten that is living at the first level.

I am the Teacher of the day

2008-11-17T01:26:00.005+08:00

I wonder why people just cannot differentiate
the differences between 'brought' and 'bought'.
Of course, I know the visible difference between those 2,
is that it has an additional alphabet R in it.
People may say, 'Haiya, same same lah. One R only'
These 2 words has 2 total different meanings.
Even the pronunciation isn't the same!
Holy shit..

In order not to let you become the Joke Of The Day ,
I've decided to post out the meanings of those 2 words.

Brought -
past tense, past participle of Bring.
and the meaning of Bring is to
1. to carry, convey, conduct, or cause (someone or something) to come with,
to, or toward the speaker:
Bring the suitcase to my house. He brought his brother to my office.

Bought -
past tense, past participle of Buy.
and the meaning of Buy is to
1. to acquire the possession of, or the right to,
by paying or promising to pay an equivalent, esp. in money; purchase.

I know I may not be good in English..
I may have minor problems with past/present tense..
But the 2 words as mentioned above,
was being taught to you when you were still schooling in Primary school..
It is just ridiculous.

Liar to Lier
-.-"

Some self-reflection ought to be done.

Next plane home

2008-11-16T14:37:00.004+08:00

I want to visit Venice when I grow up.
I heard it is quite smelly though..
because it is surrounded by water.
It is also known as the City of Water :D

My sister bought a non-fiction book,
book about Greek mythology!!
Fascinating.
I wish to meet someone who is so into mythology just like me!
Then we can have coffee by the beach,
talk about the Goddesses and Gods in Greek.
Sounds so romantic...

Recent events that happened.

I went Kbox with Xinyi.
I went to send Lock,Zihao and Juan off with friends.
I had steamboat with my family.

I am hitting the gymnasium tomorrow!
Healthy lifestyle, here I come

For the better, for the best.

2008-11-15T17:46:00.003+08:00

I am jobless for the moment.
I left Takashimaya but I got offered a
new job,new position at the same company.
This just shows how much they want me, right?

One of the recent nights, I had a family chit-chat session.
They are just like my second 'Adam Khoo'.
Always motivating me, encouraging me to do the right stuffs,
not to go astray or I'd ruin my own future.
So I have decided to start revising on my studies,
I know you people might think it is total bullshit
because who the f* would want to study during the holidays?

Well I do!

It was a moment of folly that got me into this deep shit.
Now, I am going to wake up!
Going to start planning ahead, to work towards a bright future.

I may not be a genius, I may not have a high I.Q,
I may be slow compared to the others..
But I do believe that, by placing my best efforts,
I can achieve good grades!

Working sucks to the core.

2008-11-09T13:20:00.002+08:00

Working is so tough and tedious!
Especially when you have to stand for long hours
and have to serve nasty assy customers.
'Customers are always right'
Bullshit, crap, nonsense, illogical.

But then, I am going to tolerate with these bullshits
because I need money urgently!

Haha! Anyway, I am working @ Takashimaya.
Christmas event at the Square.
If you come by along, please do find me!
Because I am very-very bored there.
& don't laugh at my uniform!

And yes, I skipped work today.
:D

Hypnotised by you

2008-11-02T05:41:00.005+08:00

　　怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
　　我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
　　开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
　　那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐

After 4 long days, I finally had a chance to meet my baby!
I've been missing him like crazyyyy :O
Sighs...

I am feeling so negative, why?
All I wanted was this relationship to turn out good, sweet.
Why does all of it seems so difficult now?
Where has all my determination ran off to?
I admit, I felt so insecure in the first place..
Now? I am leave all those insecurities behind, fuck them all.
Right now, I just wanna be happily in love with you.
I hope everything will be alright

Ole ole ole!

2008-10-31T17:19:00.003+08:00

I am so so so so happy!
*rejoice*
I found myself a job at Kinokuniya!
Not exactly, I still need to go through interviews.
So now, I NEED ALL OF YOU TO PRAY FOR ME :D
And you will score flying grades for your O's and N's!

The World They Live In

2008-10-31T06:22:00.002+08:00

At this moment,

what I need to do is reflect on the love that’s over.
And when that period of reflection is over,
I’ll remain by myself for a while.
Even if that’s endlessly boring and tiring,it’s necessary
-The World They Live In -

Korean drama starring Song Hye Kyo and HyunBin

I am going to give it a 2-thumbs up.

Forget About Me

2008-10-30T00:48:00.005+08:00

Why don't you love me the way I loved you?
It feels so crazy cause I don't know what I did to you.

It isn't worth the wait.

My dad is losing his trust in me,
I wonder why is that so..
:(:(:(:(
Will someone be there just to listen to me rant/grumble?
I promise I won't take up much time..

Lips of an angel

2008-10-29T16:13:00.007+08:00

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name,
it sounds so sweet.
Coming from the lips of an angel,
hearing those words it makes me weak.

Tired.Exhausted

I met up with Wanyan yesterday.
It has been quite sometime since I last saw her.
Yay! We are going out again, some time next week.

Now, I am getting very anxious/nervous/scared/blah
about my results that will be released in less than 2 months!
Ala,oinkkkkkkkk~

Good O' times

2008-10-27T18:12:00.007+08:00

This is how I look like when I was in Primary 6.
She is one of my good friend during Primary school,
and we were chasing after Sylvester Sim during countdown!

My cliques during Primary School,
Look @ me, so un-unglam.
But my figure very good during that time want hor!

This is me when I was in Secondary 1, so slim and cute right :D
The one beside me is Simin, the blur queen.

Super act-cute but I like it :)

Roflmao.
Simin looks retarded :D

Ending of with my 自拍 2 years ago.
My act-cute habit still hasn't gone away
But heh, who cares?

I can't break it to my heart

2008-10-27T04:46:00.001+08:00

And nothing will come between us,
I wanna convince myself that we're perfect in every single way.
As long as I can keep the truth away from my heart,
cause I can't break it to my heart.
I still don't have the answers, to why we couldn't work it out.
I wanna think of something that I did, So I can turn it back around.

I am reading my previous blog posts,
http://www.the-lilsecrets.blogspot.com/
http://oh-tragiclove.livejournal.com
Those happy and sad moments, I'll cherish them.

My dearest, I am just a phone-call away.
Never ever hesitate to give me a call,
I will always be available just for you.

I love you baby :D

2008-10-26T14:46:00.004+08:00

As you whispered the 3 words into my ear, I love you.

On the 25th of October, it is my first monthsary with Alvin :D

This is what he gave me! So sweet right?

We didn't go anywhere special but it was alright.
Every where with him is a special place :D
I love Alvin to the max!

K-pop FTW :D

2008-10-24T03:05:00.007+08:00

I am so into K-pop now.
Those cuties from Korea are just so hard to resist, right?
Rain released his new album a week ago(I'm not sure, just guessing)
I must say that his singing has improved!
Rainism is a must-buy album for all Rain fans :D

He looks so cool! So hot! So sexy! Okay, at least to me..

I liked all of them except Rainism.
Pat boy, pat pat boy :)
Rainismmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

TOMORROW IS MY FIRST MONTHSARY WITH WONG!
I am getting so excited, I just can't sleep :(

You are sent from Heaven

2008-10-23T01:55:00.006+08:00

*3 cheers for Jolene*
I have finally started learning how to play the keyboard.
Apparently right now, I am still a newbie :\
But with the help of my beloved baby, I will be a pro in no time!

Lastly, I love Alvin!
PS: I know it is mushy but I can't help it! :O

BoA - Eat You Up

2008-10-21T05:15:00.004+08:00

BoA - Eat You Up

This song is in English.
You are just going to go 'Wow' at this video.
Her dance moves are incredible and not to mention the hot dancers.
(The dancer with the cap is hot!)

Oh my gawd

2008-10-18T21:15:00.008+08:00

Be cautious of hair bands that are sold in pasar malams or other open markets.
As they might be made from China since everything there is cheap.

These hair bands were made from used condoms, threads.

'People could be infected with AIDS, (genital) warts or other diseases if they hold the rubber bands or strings in their mouths while waving their hair into plaits or buns,' the paper quoted a local dermatologist who gave only his surname, Dong, as saying. A bag of ten of the recycled bands sells for just 25 s en (three cents), much cheaper than others on the market, accounting for their popularity, the paper said.

Check your hair bands and make sure you do not put them in your mouth while trying to plait or tie your own hair. :D

Rainism

2008-10-16T17:27:00.003+08:00

Rainism - Love Story.
Damn it, He looks uber cute!
Part 2 coming out in November
Press 'Pause' at my player on the right

Burn you m.f roach!

2008-10-15T06:13:00.005+08:00

There is a fuckin' cockroach in my room and it is happily flying around.
Bloody hell, this is what happens when you have no door!
And worst of all, my room is just directly infront of the kitchen! nabehzz.
Damn that 老不死! I sprayed almost the whole can of Shieldtox on it
yet, it still can flap its bloody wings and flyyyyyyy.
DUMB ROACH,DUMB SHIELDTOX.
Never ever purchase Shieldtox, Baygon FTW!

Whatever!
I'll be watching movie with Baby later :D
YAAAAHOOOOOOO!

Love, love, love...

2008-10-13T11:01:00.006+08:00

I finally met up with Wanyan after so long! I miss like her crazy :(
Emily and Gek came to find us too! I miss them like crazy too..
But well, happy moments don't last long..

KOHNNY! I am still here for you, bear that in mind okay!

You are a bitch, get it?

2008-10-10T18:20:00.001+08:00

i'm f* glad..
i'm so glad that its the holidays now.
i don't have to see your f* face.
just f* off from my life la, will ya?
the sight of you irks me, every time i hear your name, it disgusts me.
just get.lost,get.lost,get.lost and get.lost la!

More than words ..

2008-10-08T18:11:00.004+08:00

Promise me, you will wait for me -
Cause I'll be saving all my love for you.

I hope Taka is going to call me down for interview. *Prays hard*
I need money very badly!
How I wish money will just drop down from the skies!

Perfect Strangers..

2008-10-05T00:02:00.003+08:00

My N's are finally over(For me...)
I went on a job hunt with Wanyan and Simin but we failed to find suitable job.
Walked around Tampines Mall with them.
I am missing the good old times..

Hey you, I really really really really love you.
You know right? But, I am so afraid that I'll go back to my old ways...
I do not wanna lose you, you know? :(

Life is just like a carousel.

2008-10-02T12:47:00.002+08:00

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine

Afternoon all pretty people!
My N level examinations are finally coming to an end.
and that means, it is time to partaye!
I screwed up badly for my examinations but I won't just give up.
I'm going to put in my best effort for the following paper, Geography
and I know I'm not going to let myself down. YAY! JOLENE ALL THE WAY.

And to those taking their O's in a week or so, Do your best!
Give it your best shot and you will not be disappointed with the end results.
Trust me.

Going round, and round...

2008-09-24T23:20:00.004+08:00

Can someone just 'give' me some of their confidence?
Because right now, my confident level is below the average mark.

D-Day is on the 29th of September.
Now I am really starting to wonder if I will end up in the ITE or no,
the speed/way I'm progressing now is really slow.
My friends had been really supportive, saying encouraging words to encourage me.
Yet, I still can't help it but to doubt my abilities. I am such a let-down!
After all, none of you understand.. practically none.

What ever it is, I'm going to give it my best shot.
I don't want to be looked down, especially by you guys..

Life, oh life..

2008-09-12T21:36:00.003+08:00

Sigh.
What a bad day! I fell down and made a fool out of myself.
Quarreled with my family, again...

Where are you? I miss you...
I must be strong :)

You are driving me insane..

2008-09-11T13:34:00.006+08:00

I am a bad girl :(
I skipped school today because I overslept!
I made Simin go on a wasted trip. I'm really sorry ya!

Within this week, there are 2 things I must accomplish.
First is to finish doing my TYS for science and to complete my mind-map for art!
Sounds pretty impossible huh? But I believe if there's a will, there's a way!
(I've already done more than a quarter of my TYS, go go Jolene! You can do it!)

I am left with 2 more weeks, gonna give it my best shot!

With that, I'm ending.

Oh ya, and to all my lovely friends..
I may not be able to solve your problems with you but at the very least,
I will try to do my best to make you smile :D

Vanessa Yeo, Veronica Ho and Tan Simin,
Stay happy! Be cheerful, always..

You look wonderful tonight ...

2008-09-10T13:53:00.004+08:00

I am obsessed with Twilight,
Edward is nice, gorgeous, caring and gentleman.
Best of all, he is really romantic!
I wonder where on Earth to find such lovely guy leh?!
For your information, the guy in the middle is Edward Cullen.
Don't ever say that he is ugly or I'll rip your throat apart!

Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
Edward Cullen, New Moon.

Oh yes, I am serving Nuffnang ads now! Isn't it cool?
Though I may not have much 'visible' readers but who knows?!
Maybe they just 'hiding' around somewhere leh..
So read my blog more often! I'd give all of you sweeeeets :D

With love,

Vague memory, distant faces

2008-09-09T21:12:00.003+08:00

It has been a long time since I last blogged.
Life is great for now, I'm taking a short break from the strenuous studying.
(is that the right way to phrase it? I hope so)

I'm running out of things to blog.
Shall blog more the next time :D
With love,

chuchu..

2008-09-04T16:05:00.000+08:00

I am probably going to end up in I.T.E anyway.
I had my N level English papers and I screwed up this time, badly.
The questions were tough... I don't even understand the questions.

I will only allow myself to be sad for 1 day.
Then it is time for me to start studying again..
Go Jolene! Don't let anything pull you down..

& to my lovely friend,
cheer up too ...

chuchuchu.

2008-08-30T08:59:00.004+08:00

I'm having the flu bug! Feeling very terrible now...

Yesterday was a fun day.
Slept over at Kenneth's house with Iris,Alvin & Juan. (It was a disaster! So cold..),
Teachers' Day celebration in school and study/chat session with TXY.

And today, Showcase at Cornerstone!
Yay ^^v! I bet it is going to be fun because there are so many people going.
Including Simin, Natasha and Huang Tu Tu!

Alright, photos would be uploaded later.
I'm going to steal them nowwww.

I should be studying.
I am studying.
I will be studying.
I love studying, I love studying, I love studying.
I.LOVE.STUDYING!

chu~~

2008-08-27T01:44:00.010+08:00

Thinking back about my past, it makes me wanna laugh.
I wanna laugh at my stupidity.
Regret/Regretted/Regretting. My life is filled with regrets :(

Went to Tm with Xinyi to get our books.
Half of my allowance is gone because of practice papers.
pffft, IT BETTER WORK OR I'D BURN THEM!

She marries him, thinking it would make her life better.
Thinking that He really loves her and would make her the happiest lady on Earth.
Every night, she waits patiently for him to come home from work..
He comes home, drunk. He abused her...

FUCK YOU LA!

2008-08-25T18:21:00.002+08:00

:(

I got back my English and Science papers today.
I am pretty happy with my English results but definitely not with my science.
I scored 49/100 for science! WHAT LOUSY SCORE!
I didn't expect myself to fail! I made too many careless mistakes.
90-55=35 right? I wrote my answer as 45! Fuck myself la!
So now, it is confirmed that I've failed 3 subjects.
Maths, Science and Art(don't bother about it)
AH! I'M VERY DEPRESSED NOW LA.
NO MATTER HOW MUCH I COUNT, I STILL GET 11POINTS. FUCK FUCK!
I DON'T WANT GO ITE LA. I DON'T WANT GO ITE. I DON'T WANNA GO ITE!

Chu chu ~

2008-08-24T10:10:00.005+08:00

Love In The Ice - Live
You can definitely tell that they are putting in all their heart & soul to sing.

It is DBSK! Dang, they can sing and dance!
two-thumbs up for DBSK, especially to Hero oppa!

I was out the whole night with Iris,Kenneth & Xinyi.
We headed to Changi Airport and settled down at TCC.
Even though I hate coffee alot but their coffee there is nice.
You may want to try out their coffee when you're feeling rich..

That is my drink, Mocha Villa!
I love the bitterness, 先苦后甜.

AFTERMATH, we all stayed in Iris house till morning.
Till then, xoxo

PS: Kenneth, you better not laugh at my 'aftermath' thingy.
GOING TO IRIS HOUSE TO STAY IS A BIG EVENT OK! :D

chuchu~!

2008-08-22T21:59:00.000+08:00

I am finally done with my prelims!
I got this feeling that I will score badly.

Sighs,
Wanyan and co went out to celebrate Emily's birthday.
I WANNA GO OUT! I wanna breathe in fresh air, I wanna feel the wind
I wanna see the clear blue skies, I wanna see the starry night!

I feel so stressed out but I don't know what I am stressed with.
I feel so empty but I don't know what makes me feel this way.
I don't know what is going wrong with me!!
You are worried for something but yet, you don't know what you are worried 'bout.
That is the worst and frustrating thing that could ever happen.
Pfft, I need to place studying as my first priority!!!
STUDIES! Others can be afforded to place on hold! STUDIES STUDIES!
I WANNA STUDY, I WANNA GO SEC 5! I WANNA I WANNA I WANNA STUDY!

chuchu~

2008-08-21T20:54:00.010+08:00

Maths paper 2 was horribly done!
After the paper, I went to have breakfast/lunch with Juan and co.
We even visited the Kheng Chiu Happy Lodge!
They wanted to pay a visit to the uncle that they saved yesterday.
Oh ya, we even took pictures with the uncle okay! We are a bunch of nice teens.

Pfffft, my face looks hideous! IM SMILING OK :D

Then a few days ago, I was packing my room.
Until my mom came in the room and happily threw everything on the floor.
She even dismantled my cupboards! How evil can she get...
She increased my workload by a lot ok! Evil mother..
I am going to post up the process.
Promise me that you won't get freaked out!
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It wasn't that messy, it is just that MY MUM TOOK OUT
EVERYTHING AND HAPPILY THREW THEM ALL OVER THE FLOOR.

Still cleaning up ...

NOW IT IS ALL PACKED NICELY! Except the 3rd shelf!

I actually had 5 bags of rubbish! I swear if I were to stack those
papers up ah, it would be called Mount Paperest!

So now, it proves that I am a good packer after-all.
Anyone needs help in packing their house? FEEL FREE TO RING ME UP!
I WIPE EVERY CORNER OF THE ROOM, EVERY WALLS, I EVEN SCRUB THE FLOORS.
Just for a small fee! And your room will look BRAND-NEW like when you first bought the house.
Jolene has won the Good-Maid/Hardworking-Pig award! YAY.

Till then, xoxo

ChuChu!

2008-08-20T19:59:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING, KOH WANYAN!
I am going to post up the piccas that was taken during her BBQ.
It is all on her though. We're not supposed to steal the limelight!

It says "Happy Sexy Birthday, Elephant!" There was a typo

The happy Wanyan!
She is going to get smashed yet she is able to smile so cheerfully.

LOL! I swear you wouldn't want to see that side of Wanyan!
Super funny, super gay, super hilarious! LIKE LAO AH MA!

Smashed/Smashing! Wanyan got smashed on the face!

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I had Geography papers today and it was pretty easy.
I went to Sakae Sushi to have buffet with Wanyan!
I nearly puked out in the restaurant! We ordered too much food :(
Nevertheless, we did have fun!

With that, I'm ending.
Song of the day: Save The Best For Last by Vanessa Williams

I love this song to bits. Old song(I think this song is older than me!) but...yet, nice.
Every one in my family loves this song! How cool :)

Chu Chu!

2008-08-19T12:18:00.007+08:00

Maths paper was hell for me and it was only paper 1!
I even had difficulties with the first 10 questions
which was supposed to be easy according to
what my teacher had said but yet I had difficulties! Oh dear...
I can sense that someone is going to piss me off badly again.
"Jolene, the paper very easy! How did you score such miserable grades sia?"
"You never study want ah? This is BASIC leh! BASIC! You really gone case"
If you don't wish to see knives flying your way, you better stfu.
You are the goner, the stupid, the brainless.
I may be bad in maths but I definitely believe that I am better than you in other subjects.

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(I am getting nagged. I got angry! So I am venting out my anger HERE)
I don't know what is wrong with my father.
He claims that I am not studying.
I know it is a little last minute but yet, it is still called studying right?
He sees me opening my books, struggling so hard to study
and of course, wasting a pile of papers just to write my notes.
Isn't that called studying? It is already a miracle that I would
automatically open up my books, sit at a corner and study for 2 hours.
And worst of all, he says that I am only dreaming instead of studying.
I placed in all my efforts, struggling to learn okay!?

And for goodness sake, he doesn't even allow me to study outside!?
Like hello! Look at the state that my house is in now -.-"
Who would want to study at home whereby the mother screams 24/7,
the father watches DVDs 24/7, blasting the volume of the television and worst of all
MY ROOM HAS NO ROOM! No privacy, No quiet place to learn.
I bet nobody would be able to study in such environment!
Whatever, enough of my rantings. I hope my dad reads this.

Chu Chu!

2008-08-18T12:33:00.005+08:00

Click here just in case you can't see
Big Bang's - Haru Haru parody! (Hilarious!)

Today, I had my combined science papers and I got a feeling that
I would score terribly low marks because I screwed up for Chemistry.
Dang it! My whole brain is filled with formulas... My head is hurting

Now I am flipping through Ikea magazine for 2009
and there are simply too many furniture that I wish to buy for my room!
Book shelves, table, bed stand and other cute stuffs.
After my N levels, I am going to work and attend some courses.

Guitar lessons/Japanese or Korean language classes/Piano lessons
Cooking(eg: baking cakes, cookies etc etc)
and lastly, take up dance courses!

I must be independent, thus I need to learn how to save money!
I wanna be Miss-Independent!

I love the moon

2008-08-17T18:34:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a tiring yet fun day.
I was studying in the afternoon with June then in the evening, I headed over to Kohnny's BBQ.
I must say that the BBQ turned out to be fun!
And of course, I had alot of fun sabotaging Kohnny!
Gary sabotaged her with the cake, and
she had cake all over her face including her nostrils (super erxin)
while Veronica and I went to 'make' water bags to throw at her!
Then it was time to go home :(
I left early because I wanna avoid taking the midnight cab home.
and TO ALL THOSE WHOM I'VE TOLD THAT THERE WOULD BE A RED MOON.
I SAW THE RED MOON! and only one word to describe it, beautiful.

I love 16th of August.
I am happy, really happy (:

I just want to hear your voice..

2008-08-14T15:47:00.002+08:00

I have gotten back my prelim papers!
I scored a B3 for M.T, it just proves that I am improving!
Another 2 more marks and I would score A2, JIAYOU JOLENE!
But I scored pretty badly for Social Studies, I only got 25/50.
Which is a just-pass mark and it is very bad.
I must buck up/put in more efforts/learn from mistakes!
SBQs, I'm not going to lose marks just because of youuuuu.

Alright, Ciaos!

I realised that I had done something terribly wrong.
I had made the wrong move.
I am starting to regret.
I should have waited for the right opportunity.
I should not have rushed things.
Maybe it is just me, maybe I am just overeacting.
idk.idk.idk.idk.idk

I love BigBang

2008-08-09T15:25:00.007+08:00

ah, my dearest oppa is so cute!
I'M GOING TO GET MY HANDS ON THEIR 3RD ALBUM!

I feel that something is amiss..
I can't figure what it is..
I can't think straight now..
Can God help me out?..
I hope you're listening to my prayers at night..

I love Singapore!

2008-08-08T23:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE! (I know its on the 9th)
I am so patriotic, I love everything Singapore including the bad weather.

I went to school today and as expected, it was fun!
We decorated a Tee-Shirt today with the theme, National day or something.
It was kiddish or, we didn't got chosen but well, it was alright (:
Next up, we proceeded to the hall. The atmosphere was really, really high!
Everyone was like standing up, waving the miniature Singapore flag,
singing along with the teachers! Total coolness.
School ended at 10am (I think the celebration was too short! ENCORE!)

Headed to Tampines Mall for my breakfast and it was home, sweet home.

missed you.

2008-08-07T12:51:00.003+08:00

Bigbang(빅뱅) is releasing their 3rd mini album!

This is a piccy of my dearest oppa, G-Dragon♥!

Back to the business.
My prelims has finally started. Today I was having my Social Studies paper and it is
the last paper of the week and now, its time to focus on Geography and Science.
The paper today was somewhat difficult, especially the source-based questions.
Ah, it is probably because I didn't revised properly for SBQS :(
But, I am still able to pull through! Aja, aja!

Alright, I'm going to take a nap!
Au revoir ~

PS: Jam(萧敬腾) is coming to Singapore on the 10th of August.
If you wish to see him, head down to Suntec City but I'm not sure of the time though.