When I look at this post..
I will remember all the things that I've done.
- I have never smoked in the past 17 years.
- I have dated 3 guys in the past 17 years. (the official ones)
- I broke my family's heart once. (by dating a delinquent and screwing up school)
- I passed Math for the first time in my secondary school life w/o cheating. (Sec 5)
- I first stepped into Sentosa when I was at the age of 16.
- I held my first BBQ at the age of 17.
- I used to like 3 guys at once. (I was at the stage of puberty)
- I hung out with delinquents and nearly got myself a police case.
- I nearly retained at Secondary 3.
- I fell in love with someone of the same sex once.
- I fell in love with someone whom had a girlfriend once. (not knowing he has one)
- I used to be a total pushover. (bullying my friends when I had 'power')
- I value friendship more than anything else.
- Year 2008, I passed my N levels.
- Year 2009, I was happy.
- Year 2010, it was the first time a guy asked for my number.
- I have a weak stomach since the age of 4.
- Hospitalized for weeks due to weak stomach and was on drip. (it fucking hurts)
- I met the Sec 4 kiddos in Year 2009 (Xiaoting, Kevin, Jinhui, Shuyin and Gary)
- Year 2009, I lost my beloved kin.
- Year 2004, I lost my beloved kin.
Year 2009 - memorable
よいお年をお迎えください。
:D
Year 2009 is coming to an end.
Time flies.
Let me write a brief summary of what I did during Xmas.
It was really fun and memorable.
These are the people that I will never ever forget in the years to come :)
Some people are easily forgotten as they just come, and they go
but these bunch of people aren't and that is because
they've made a huge impact in my life.
:D
Year 2009 is coming to an end.
Time flies.
Let me write a brief summary of what I did during Xmas.
- Swensen's with Xiaoting, Shuyin and Simin.
- Countdown with Simin at my place.
- Celebrated Xmas with my relatives
- Celebrated Xmas with TheNehs(I'm very happy)
It was really fun and memorable.
These are the people that I will never ever forget in the years to come :)
Some people are easily forgotten as they just come, and they go
but these bunch of people aren't and that is because
they've made a huge impact in my life.
미안해,정말 미안해..
I am not going to succumb to these feelings.
I am not weak but strong.
I am not going to cry but smile.
I am not going to regret but get over it.
and then I can't help but to question myself again...
How?
Why can't I cry?
I really just want to cry every thing out.
I didn't know that the feel of wanting to cry is this terrible.
:\
I am not weak but strong.
I am not going to cry but smile.
I am not going to regret but get over it.
and then I can't help but to question myself again...
How?
Why can't I cry?
I really just want to cry every thing out.
I didn't know that the feel of wanting to cry is this terrible.
:\
Leonids.
Last night was awesome!
Japanese Garden was crowded.
The crowd were enthusiastic.
The shooting stars were beautiful.
I was happy.
I even managed to see the Orion and many other constellations.
One word to describe it: Beautiful.
Saying that it didn't hurt, would probably be a lie.
But once again, tell me a reason why was I hurt?
I was the one that caused all this, right?
Who am I to blame? ..
What rights do I have to say that I was hurt?
If only time stood still.
If only I wasn't that sensitive.
If only..If only..
Japanese Garden was crowded.
The crowd were enthusiastic.
The shooting stars were beautiful.
I was happy.
I even managed to see the Orion and many other constellations.
One word to describe it: Beautiful.
Saying that it didn't hurt, would probably be a lie.
But once again, tell me a reason why was I hurt?
I was the one that caused all this, right?
Who am I to blame? ..
What rights do I have to say that I was hurt?
If only time stood still.
If only I wasn't that sensitive.
If only..If only..
This is Love.

Trying out a new look.
But apparently the flash was too bright!
Last Friday, I went to Marina Barrage with Jinhui & co.
I can say that it was a blast even though it was raining heavily.
Looking forward to the next outing with them :D
& ah, I broke up with my boyfriend.
I guess we are better off as friends than lovers, aren't we? :)
I hope the both of us will find a better, a much more suitable partner.
Good Luck.


Will you talk to me again?

Exams are finally over!
& now that it is over, will you talk to me again?
I am here :)
こんにちは.
お久しぶりですね!
(correct me if I am wrong)
2 more papers and I am done with my O levels.
The papers were manageable but still, moderation scares me!

お久しぶりですね!
(correct me if I am wrong)
2 more papers and I am done with my O levels.
The papers were manageable but still, moderation scares me!
