I am typing this post with lots of anger in me.
I'm emphasizing on the word, lots.

Seriously, I don't know what is wrong with me not being able to draw?!
Does it really annoys you in any way? I don't know why people have to make
such a big fuss about me, not being able to draw. And to state this very clear,
the reason why I chose Art is not because I am INTERESTED in it.
It is purely because I scored a better grade in this subject.
No way in Hell would I be interested to draw when I can just use the computer,
click this click that and VIOLA! A piece of my art that owns your piece of 'art'.
And I don't want to be a artist, neither do I wanna have a job that requires me to draw.
So whats the point? Most artists only gets famous after they die..

And the reason why my art is so ugly compared to the rest is because,
1) I did not learn how to shade.
2) I did not learn how to tone.
3) I am not able to draw properly because my hand keeps shaking!
How the fuck to draw nice leh? Can draw apple, I already happy liao leh!

BAH! I don't mean to be petty(I am not sure if its the right word) or what!
This shit has been going on for almost a year and is still going on...
Who in this world would just listen to this crap and not do anything 'bout it.

And another thing that is pissing me off is that people actually says that
YOU AND I HAVE GREAT SIMILARITIES?
Every time people mentions it, I would feel so offended/disgusted..
How come I can't see the similarities that we both have?!!!

I don't remember myself trying to be a innocent angel just to please people.
I don't remember myself belonging in the N.A.T.O category.
I don't remember being a wimp.
I don't remember being a boot-licker.
Lastly, I don't remember being a fake.

The only one thing that I admire about you is that,
you really do have the influencing power!
You certainly can influence one to hate another.
And I guess it is all thanks to your 'angelic' face..
Maybe I should learn from you too? Maybe If I try so hard to become innocent and sweet,
I'd get alot of guys flocking around me just like you!

Chao neh ji, You think lao niang very nice to bully?!!
I burn your nipples then you will know who is nice to bully ..

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