Jealousy, Betrayal
A post, not meant for anyone else but just Alvin.
Why do I have to learn to trust?
When the people that I trust, took advantage of it, betrayed my trust.
Things that happened to me, did not happen to you.
Have you ever had a taste of it?
The feeling of being stabbed in the heart..
It hurts so badly, seeing your beloved taking advantage of you.
The feeling of it, ah.. unbearable
Whatever that happened to me..
Those past memories are like ghosts, they're haunting me.
Those scars, they never seems to heal even with time given.
I admit, I am over-reacting,
But..
Jealousy, who doesn't feel them?
Yes, I know I went overboard this time round.
But, its controlling me..
I never wanted to have doubts about you.
I never wanted to make false assumptions.
But with all these insecurity, this broken trust..
Why do I have to learn to trust?
When the people that I trust, took advantage of it, betrayed my trust.
Things that happened to me, did not happen to you.
Have you ever had a taste of it?
The feeling of being stabbed in the heart..
It hurts so badly, seeing your beloved taking advantage of you.
The feeling of it, ah.. unbearable
Whatever that happened to me..
Those past memories are like ghosts, they're haunting me.
Those scars, they never seems to heal even with time given.
I admit, I am over-reacting,
But..
Jealousy, who doesn't feel them?
Yes, I know I went overboard this time round.
But, its controlling me..
I never wanted to have doubts about you.
I never wanted to make false assumptions.
But with all these insecurity, this broken trust..
But yet, again for you,
I'm willing to do almost anything.
Your love, I thought it'd never come my way..
I've been in love, out of love with you.
Now that I am together with you,
I ought to cherish the moments together,
I ought to be strong, and let nothing come in our way..
No one else matters.
My heart's locked, and the key is with you.
My love for you has no boundaries,
I love you Alvin Wong Jun Xiang,
I love you more than any words could describe..
I'm willing to do almost anything.
Your love, I thought it'd never come my way..
I've been in love, out of love with you.
Now that I am together with you,
I ought to cherish the moments together,
I ought to be strong, and let nothing come in our way..
No one else matters.
My heart's locked, and the key is with you.
My love for you has no boundaries,
I love you Alvin Wong Jun Xiang,
I love you more than any words could describe..
Hi! My name is Jolene and I come from Singapore (that little red dot on the world map).
I am currently enrolled in Temasek Polytechnic, pursuing my diploma in Mobile & Wireless networking.
I have major obsession with Hello Kitty (yes, the kitty with yellow nose and no mouth).
I like pink, flowers and fashion. I do go shopping once in a while to splurge :X. Apart from all these,
I have a pet dog named Cotton, and she is my little precious.
Cotton is suspected to be a cross-breed of maltese and poodle. As of June 2012, Cotton is 1 year and 3 months old.
