sigh..
I've been feeling upset lately.
Maybe not lately,probably for these few months or so..
I've been constantly thinking about you and
it is driving me nuts.
I want to rid you out of my brains but I can't seem to do it.
Things have turned out to be so awkward between us
Yet, I still love you so so much.
I wanna talk to you, I wanna understand you more.
But every thing seems so impossible now.
There is this barrier between us,
I've been trying to break it but I just can't manage to do it...
Why????
I feel so hurt.
Why am I foolishly waiting for someone that will never return?
Why must I be there to listen about you, talk about her?
Even though it kills me but yet I'd still talk to you about her.
I am crazy.
I'm not demanding for your love, not demanding you to look at me
the same way as you did before...
But I just wanna let you know how I truely feel after all these months.
I thought I got over it but it seems like I haven't :(
Hi! My name is Jolene and I come from Singapore (that little red dot on the world map).
I am currently enrolled in Temasek Polytechnic, pursuing my diploma in Mobile & Wireless networking.
I have major obsession with Hello Kitty (yes, the kitty with yellow nose and no mouth).
I like pink, flowers and fashion. I do go shopping once in a while to splurge :X. Apart from all these,
I have a pet dog named Cotton, and she is my little precious.
Cotton is suspected to be a cross-breed of maltese and poodle. As of June 2012, Cotton is 1 year and 3 months old.
