说了再见才发现再也见不到，我不能就这样失去你的微笑。
若角色对调，你说好不好？
Just 3 more days and it will be Adrian and I's 2nd anniversary together.
And that will probably be my longest relationship ever!
I just want to thank you for being my boyfriend and not running away from me.
Thank you for tolerating all my childish acts.
You have been the best.
I am truly amazed by how much we compliment each other and
I sincerely hope that things will remain as it is in the few more anniversaries to come.
20th birthday celebration with my poly girls.
Just a couple of days ago, I celebrated my 20th birthday with my friends with poly! They gave me a really huge surprise since I thought they've forgotten about it. But it was really nice to see them on that day. So at first, we were supposed to meet Sahara's "crush" (a guy who never existed) at Ngee Ann City. I was really curious so I kept asking her questions like how tall is he, how old is he and etc. But it ended up being a mini celebration for me.
These were some of the photos that we have taken on that day or should I say, 2/355 photos?
My Swarovski HK pen from Adeline
Bling bling HK ring from Xueyi
In year 2012
It has been almost 2 years since I last touched my blog and let's just say I'll try to make an effort to blog more often since I have ran out of place to voice out my thoughts.
School has been kinda alright for me except for some on and off moments but it is alright, I always believe that nothing can ever pull me down. I'll just be upset for a moment then I'll be happy again! But to be honest, I feel like I'm a different person whenever I'm in school. It feels like as though I am wearing different masks to school and it kinda wears me out. Maybe it is because every course-mate around me has different mindset that's why I feel so weird being around them or perhaps, even striking a conversation with them but after all, it is difficult to find someone with the same mindset as you right? So why fuss, heh! (Yes, you may call me an oddball. I am totally fine with it)
Things are also okay between Adrian and I even though we have a lot of quarrels going on every now and then but I would like to think of them as stepping stones to further improve our relationship. We just celebrated my 20th birthday and I was very happy! He brought me to a Turkish restaurant, Sofra, for dinner! The ambiance was alright but we weren't sitting at the right spot which kinda dampened my mood. Oh, did I mention that he bought me a classy bag? I AM IN LOVE WITH IT, I WAS PRACTICALLY SHOWING OFF TO EVERYONE!
I'll blog more later. Good night darlings!
XOXO! And yes, that's me!
And to my beloved old friend, I still want to talk to you and hear news about you.
Feminine Jolene
Somehow I feel that my face is slowly starting to mature.
I look pretty much...feminine now?
:)
My boyfriend is going to have his Science practical tomorrow.
HERE TO WISH HIM ALL THE BEST.
BABY, PWN THE PAPER OK! :D
I'll be counting down to the days whereby your papers are over.
It is just 20 odd days, i'll be able to survive.
I am happy.
I am having the urge to blog again!
Life has been great for me.
I finally finally finally managed to get over Alvin, and on this particular date,
16th of September 2010, I've met someone new.
That special someone is named Adrian.
He is 4 years older than me but there were no barriers or whatsoever
Love triumphs all! :D
I've never felt so loved and protected in my life before.. I love him a lot.
I've always been a sensitive, demanding and not understanding girlfriend to my previous
but this time round, I want to be the best for him!
then to my friends, I hope they don't think that I've been neglecting them.
I just don't know how to manage my time well..
This happens when there are so many different cliques you know :(
But I miss spending time with The Nehs and I know things will never
turn out to be the same again because of some matters but it's okay.
I'll still be there for all of you ♥.
Sometimes, I can't help but to myself to be the most fortunate girl.
I have the greatest family, the greatest boyfriend and greatest group of friends.
Is it because I've always been showing attention and caring for them?
hehehehehe.
Happy birthday to Simin!
Happy 18th birthday to Simin!
Wanyan, Simin and I went to Bugis to celebrate her birthday.
It was a mini celebration since there was only the 3 of us :)
Nevertheless, we had fun! Didn't we?
We had our dinner at Billy Bombers and
I was pretty amazed by their services there! :D
I ordered a humongous burger and I couldn't even finish it.
What a waste of food ><.
Wanyan, Simin and I went to Bugis to celebrate her birthday.
It was a mini celebration since there was only the 3 of us :)
Nevertheless, we had fun! Didn't we?
We had our dinner at Billy Bombers and
I was pretty amazed by their services there! :D
I ordered a humongous burger and I couldn't even finish it.
What a waste of food ><.
One of the reasons why we're friends.
Check out our tiny tooth!
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Then, I am really upset by one of my friend.
You disappoint me. Alot.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!
I love you so so much.
First week of poly = so so.
It was actually better than I thought! :D
I've made amazing friends of girls from another class!
ok...............
I've got nothing else to blog other than that.
I'm trying to make it a habit to blog FrEquEntly
but....................
WHATEVER.
The start of another phase of life..
Poly life has started and I must say that
every thing is working out fine for me :D
My classmates aren't really the same as my clique during
secondary school days but I've given a thought about it.
No whining, try and fit it. Peace! :D
Actually, they're really nice & friendly people! Thank God.
Oh wait wait, I think I've forgotten to mention that
I'm enrolled into Mobile and Network Services, MNS for short.
It is a pretty cool course I must say.
Next time if your internet not working, must come find me k! :D
Kekeke! However, I am still not used to the system.
:(
Hope things will get better day by day ah! :D
MNS OEI!
sigh..
I've been feeling upset lately.
Maybe not lately,probably for these few months or so..
I've been constantly thinking about you and
it is driving me nuts.
I want to rid you out of my brains but I can't seem to do it.
Things have turned out to be so awkward between us
Yet, I still love you so so much.
I wanna talk to you, I wanna understand you more.
But every thing seems so impossible now.
There is this barrier between us,
I've been trying to break it but I just can't manage to do it...
Why????
I feel so hurt.
Why am I foolishly waiting for someone that will never return?
Why must I be there to listen about you, talk about her?
Even though it kills me but yet I'd still talk to you about her.
I am crazy.
I'm not demanding for your love, not demanding you to look at me
the same way as you did before...
But I just wanna let you know how I truely feel after all these months.
I thought I got over it but it seems like I haven't :(
Life is wonderful
I am thinking of you and I am wondering
if you are also thinking of me too.
Life is wonderful.
I bet I didn't mentioned that I passed my O levels!
I scored 21 points, not very fanstastic I know :(
But I am pleased with my Maths and Science grades!
I scored B3 for both! From F9 to B3 :D
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
HAPPY! :D
if you are also thinking of me too.
Life is wonderful.
I bet I didn't mentioned that I passed my O levels!
I scored 21 points, not very fanstastic I know :(
But I am pleased with my Maths and Science grades!
I scored B3 for both! From F9 to B3 :D
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
HAPPY! :D
When I look at this post..
I will remember all the things that I've done.
- I have never smoked in the past 17 years.
- I have dated 3 guys in the past 17 years. (the official ones)
- I broke my family's heart once. (by dating a delinquent and screwing up school)
- I passed Math for the first time in my secondary school life w/o cheating. (Sec 5)
- I first stepped into Sentosa when I was at the age of 16.
- I held my first BBQ at the age of 17.
- I used to like 3 guys at once. (I was at the stage of puberty)
- I hung out with delinquents and nearly got myself a police case.
- I nearly retained at Secondary 3.
- I fell in love with someone of the same sex once.
- I fell in love with someone whom had a girlfriend once. (not knowing he has one)
- I used to be a total pushover. (bullying my friends when I had 'power')
- I value friendship more than anything else.
- Year 2008, I passed my N levels.
- Year 2009, I was happy.
- Year 2010, it was the first time a guy asked for my number.
- I have a weak stomach since the age of 4.
- Hospitalized for weeks due to weak stomach and was on drip. (it fucking hurts)
- I met the Sec 4 kiddos in Year 2009 (Xiaoting, Kevin, Jinhui, Shuyin and Gary)
- Year 2009, I lost my beloved kin.
- Year 2004, I lost my beloved kin.
Year 2009 - memorable
よいお年をお迎えください。
:D
Year 2009 is coming to an end.
Time flies.
Let me write a brief summary of what I did during Xmas.
It was really fun and memorable.
These are the people that I will never ever forget in the years to come :)
Some people are easily forgotten as they just come, and they go
but these bunch of people aren't and that is because
they've made a huge impact in my life.
:D
Year 2009 is coming to an end.
Time flies.
Let me write a brief summary of what I did during Xmas.
- Swensen's with Xiaoting, Shuyin and Simin.
- Countdown with Simin at my place.
- Celebrated Xmas with my relatives
- Celebrated Xmas with TheNehs(I'm very happy)
It was really fun and memorable.
These are the people that I will never ever forget in the years to come :)
Some people are easily forgotten as they just come, and they go
but these bunch of people aren't and that is because
they've made a huge impact in my life.
미안해,정말 미안해..
I am not going to succumb to these feelings.
I am not weak but strong.
I am not going to cry but smile.
I am not going to regret but get over it.
and then I can't help but to question myself again...
How?
Why can't I cry?
I really just want to cry every thing out.
I didn't know that the feel of wanting to cry is this terrible.
:\
I am not weak but strong.
I am not going to cry but smile.
I am not going to regret but get over it.
and then I can't help but to question myself again...
How?
Why can't I cry?
I really just want to cry every thing out.
I didn't know that the feel of wanting to cry is this terrible.
:\
Leonids.
Last night was awesome!
Japanese Garden was crowded.
The crowd were enthusiastic.
The shooting stars were beautiful.
I was happy.
I even managed to see the Orion and many other constellations.
One word to describe it: Beautiful.
Saying that it didn't hurt, would probably be a lie.
But once again, tell me a reason why was I hurt?
I was the one that caused all this, right?
Who am I to blame? ..
What rights do I have to say that I was hurt?
If only time stood still.
If only I wasn't that sensitive.
If only..If only..
Japanese Garden was crowded.
The crowd were enthusiastic.
The shooting stars were beautiful.
I was happy.
I even managed to see the Orion and many other constellations.
One word to describe it: Beautiful.
Saying that it didn't hurt, would probably be a lie.
But once again, tell me a reason why was I hurt?
I was the one that caused all this, right?
Who am I to blame? ..
What rights do I have to say that I was hurt?
If only time stood still.
If only I wasn't that sensitive.
If only..If only..
This is Love.
Trying out a new look.
But apparently the flash was too bright!
Last Friday, I went to Marina Barrage with Jinhui & co.
I can say that it was a blast even though it was raining heavily.
Looking forward to the next outing with them :D
& ah, I broke up with my boyfriend.
I guess we are better off as friends than lovers, aren't we? :)
I hope the both of us will find a better, a much more suitable partner.
Good Luck.
Will you talk to me again?
Exams are finally over!
& now that it is over, will you talk to me again?
I am here :)
こんにちは.
お久しぶりですね!
(correct me if I am wrong)
2 more papers and I am done with my O levels.
The papers were manageable but still, moderation scares me!
お久しぶりですね!
(correct me if I am wrong)
2 more papers and I am done with my O levels.
The papers were manageable but still, moderation scares me!
Kekeke
I love taking pictures :D
And I like to make myself look like a retard!
Haters, please leave.
You will not be delighted to see what comes next :)
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I had been on MC since last week.
I was suspected of H1N1 but I guess I am alright now.
I really do think that 'my' headache is 'nocturnal'!
It seems to be only active in the night, and I have no idea why.
Don't laugh at me kay!
Ah..
Ah..
Ah..
Lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ALVIN :D
And I like to make myself look like a retard!
Haters, please leave.
You will not be delighted to see what comes next :)
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I had been on MC since last week.
I was suspected of H1N1 but I guess I am alright now.
I really do think that 'my' headache is 'nocturnal'!
It seems to be only active in the night, and I have no idea why.
Don't laugh at me kay!
Ah..
Ah..
Ah..
Lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ALVIN :D
Ms Otaku is back!
Very.Very Busy!
I am going to emphasize on the word, 'very'.
Having remedials almost everyday,
even the duration for tuition has been increased by twice!
and crap, I am turning into an otaku!
Feasting onto animes, videos and mangas :)
la-la-la-la.
Lemme post some pictures :D
Taken during Geography lessons! SPOT ME!
Taken during my birthday celebration!
Wang wang!
Ms toe!
and lastly!
Credits to... 狗狗制作组
I am going to emphasize on the word, 'very'.
Having remedials almost everyday,
even the duration for tuition has been increased by twice!
and crap, I am turning into an otaku!
Feasting onto animes, videos and mangas :)
la-la-la-la.
Lemme post some pictures :D
Taken during Geography lessons! SPOT ME!
Taken during my birthday celebration!
Wang wang!
Ms toe!
and lastly!
Credits to... 狗狗制作组
Hi! My name is Jolene and I come from Singapore (that little red dot on the world map).
I am currently enrolled in Temasek Polytechnic, pursuing my diploma in Mobile & Wireless networking.
I have major obsession with Hello Kitty (yes, the kitty with yellow nose and no mouth).
I like pink, flowers and fashion. I do go shopping once in a while to splurge :X. Apart from all these,
I have a pet dog named Cotton, and she is my little precious.
Cotton is suspected to be a cross-breed of maltese and poodle. As of June 2012, Cotton is 1 year and 3 months old.
